bloom

i've listened to this song a million times in one week
& it says everything my heart is feeling
& it feels like the love that is waiting for me.

funny thing
i was only putting up a video so you could hear it--
i've never watched it.
but this video is exactly how i feel.
i pretend not to be,
but excuse me while i'm a romantic.

love,


i'm taking one step at a time
and it's leading me to you
even though i can't see the end.
& i can feel a little bit of the love we'll have
and i can hear it
and i can see it, too
because it's everywhere.
it's in the sky
and it's a pinprick in the center of my heart.
i can feel it because i know you
i know what you are:
beautiful.


keep going, okay?
and we'll know it when we feel it.


you feel my head with pieces,
han