real secrets.

-i miss you more than i thought i would.

-money makes me feel hopeless.

-i'm pretentious and not nearly as emotional as this blog makes me out to be. maybe that's a lie too. i'm not sure.

-i love my new big family.

-college stretches my heart in two directions.

-i never knew i had so much stuff until i was forced to put it in boxes.

-it hurts to take down photographs.

-i think i'm pretty smart. i've got things under control.

-i can look in the mirror and literally watch myself get older.

-i'm the only human who laughs and cries during party in the usa.

-i could not be more excited about my current volunteerism at the byu museum of peoples and cultures. i'm the hugest nerd and temperature controlled rooms filled with artifacts woo me.

-i've gotten to the point where it's weird for me when i go to someone's house and their father is there. i know too many divorcees.

-the movie monte carlo and i would do anything for you by foster the people are my current cure-alls.

-i'm not afraid of the dark anymore.

-i'm better at being alone.

-i'm getting slightly better at killing spiders.

-maybe i'm verging on being able to take care of myself.

-i bought red trouser pants just so i could cross them off a bucket list that i haven't actually made yet.

-i'm human.

love, me.